Friday, November 17, 2006
Plan was cancelled..Yasir said he will be doing it on Monday instead of today coz scared his brother scold him..haha..as for me my mum also said just on Monday after the paper ends as it will be more easier no need to spray2 all..so i said ok lor..so we plan to do it on Monday or Tuesday..yeah..gonna do it at the place where Noor said it..yaaaahhhh..yeap after the O Level finish..I just dont know where to start from it..she said that we should stop what we're having coz she does not feeling for me anymore..just because of 1 month of not meeting each other..issit really true that just for not meeting for 1 mth and this thing happen..and she said she sux at relationship..wll thats for me to judge wether she sux at it or not..but to me she is not ok because im the one feeling it..i really like her and i really do but things did not turn out right..i told myself already that if things are getting better i try my very best that we will not fight with each other often but it did not happen that way..i just tought that she will the one for me but it did not happen that way..i knew it from the start that something like this gonna happen but i just..well dont know how to describe about it..and now i have to suffer..aaarrrgghhh..i just have one word to say it..i really hate myself..I gonna play soccer with my friends ..yup..i still have the injury but who cares ryte..i dont care either..i still wanna play..worst comes to worst is that i cannot walk for a few days..so?? im stubborn..yes i am..i just dont care about myself anymore..gtg for now..outz!!
8:57:00 PM;
I made my mark
